Some days I just want it to be easy – just easier. You know. Not have to come home alone, not have to take care of it all myself. OK honestly every day I want this. Call me selfish.

I know all the stuff I am logically supposed to know:

  • I am supposed to be being “ok” on my own
  • I am supposed to be “ok” with taking things slow
  • I am supposed to be “ok” being on my own
  • I am supposed to know that life will work out as it is intended
I do know all this and I am “ok” but what I feel when I am alone is sad, tired, wishful, hopeful all at the same time. I just want someone to come home to. Someone who knows just by looking at my that I have had a bad day, someone who will hug me and make it better. Someone who is on my side against the world. Someone who cares for me and I care for them.  
I am so not meant to be alone.

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