Last night I broke down and sent an IM to the ex boy. Sad I know but I miss him.
Sometimes I still wish….
In most ways I have moved on – I am not stupid – as the song says, “it was a moment of weakness.” At least it was just an IM.
The saddest part? He didn’t even answer me.
Definitely time to move on, to give D a chance and see where things go. I feel like I had to send the one last IM to be sure, to close the door, and lock it shut. Goodbye.