I try to live enjoying every day to the fullest, but right now? I just want it to be 10:45 AM on Saturday and I want to be on that plane to Florida.

I know, I have only been back to work for three weeks after holiday break; I shouldn’t complain. I am trying to figure it out – why the last 6 months have felt so hard. It can’t really be all of the change at work, can it? I feel like I am missing something, some key piece of understanding.

I guess part of it is I am having trouble accepting. Accepting that I am single, that I might not meet someone. Everyone seems to think that flipping that around to say, “I am single and loving it, and I won’t be alone for ever,” is an easy thing to do.

I’m trying.

I am positive I can’t wait to go to Florida. 🙂

2 replies on “Positivity

  1. You know that positivity is key…you known it in your heart, although possily your mind has a hard time wrapping itself around that. Why would you even have in your head the idea you might not meet someone? You meet people EVERY DAY! Open yourself up to those encounters…never know what will happen 🙂

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